interestingly enough, my post name is the same as grace's. ( i originally wanted to title it breaking the ice but oh well)

i've been lying in bed for the last hour and more reading this book called "Finding your North Star" basically its about connecting your physical and spiritual self.

you must be wondering "has gloria finally cracked?"
no, i assure you. i'm perfectly sane and reading a book i have but have never touched after reading the first page. it's pretty interesting though. considering that i can only move across my room with no difficulty at all.

i'll be going to bath soon. will be hoping that i wont slip and fall. haha. i remember pretty long ago when i sprained my ankle and went to bath, there was so much soap i nearly slipped. thank god i grabbed the window in time. (the toilet window! I WORSHIP YOU FOR RESCUING MY PATHETIC LIFE) haha. if i didnt, i'll probably be:
1) stupid
2) in a coma now.

haha. boo. for those of you who have read this far without thinking im ridiculous.. CONGRATULATIONS. today i went out with delia and grace to "celebrate" my "birthday". truthfully. im sorry guys. i love you all. i would have enjoyed the day much much more if i hadn't felt queasy the whole time. i think i should really consider stopping this ano thing. i want to but my wanna-be socially accepted self refuses to let me.

how does this connect to being queasy? simple. if you eat less.. your stomach will be used to the amount you eat, so if you over tax it, it will start to hurt.

now, gloria is a perfectly normal girl who eats a normal amount. she just:
1. eats alot more breakfast than you do
2. doesnt eat much recess
3. eats lunch when she reaches home.

so this morning, because i was so nervous about history, i didnt have to mood to think about what i wanted to eat (yes i do this every morning, it makes or breaks my day) so i just made cheese + bread and placed it in the microwave. then i went to the toilet. when i came back, you know when you microwave stuff.. the water gets into the food? its dam gross. but WHATEVER.

so i ate it. and it's MUCH MUCH MUCH less than what i usually eat (noodles). so basically the whole of today i felt empty but full. and unfortunately everytime i opened my mouth, i felt like puking. plus today we had oral. so today was a queasy and nauseous day. but anyways.

haha. had oral and history today. history was okay because ms lee thankfully did cover the stuff that we were going to be tested on :D

orals was nerve-wrecking. but seemingly even more nerve-wrecking for delia and grace. haha. dont worry guys! i believe you will get wayyy higher marks than i will! i totally sucked la.

O_O supposedly according to grace who heard from yeqi, the teacher is supposedly very strict. :O but he looked so nice and kind in the oral room! (besides the fact that he prompted me multiple times, and seemingly prompted everyone else too!) haha. found out that mr toh was testing oral too! AHH. i want him to test oral. he is like a male version of ms leow. nyaks.

WENT OUT TODAY! :D

THANKS DELIA AND GRACE. LOVE LOVE.

haha. we went out to eat first cuz we were all STARVING. lol. food deprived people. then they like decided that we should walk to cine! haha. after much grumbling we were on the way to cine, and it took like 1 hour for us to walk from far east to cine and to finish the neoprints!

i really enjoyed taking neoprints with you guys! ;D i loved the magazine one! because i looked the best in it because we were all in the picture and gu niang wasnt cut off! haha. sorry gu niang for asking why you took off your specs! i should have understood! seeing that i used to take off my specs when i took photos too! <3 I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADSSSSSSSSS.

delia just looked delia-ish in every picture. it's not fair. she seems pretty photogenic (not the model sense, but the im-enjoying-myself-when-i-took-this sense. :O) which basically means she looks happy and un-fake in every picture. haiz.

then they wanted to watch meet dave which started at 3+ and unfortunately gloria was being sao xing and didnt want to watch. so the complying and very very very very generous friends (delia and grace) graciously obliged and we (i quote delia) "walked around like aimless souls".

then we travelled to taka to eat icecream! :D so while we trailed along aimlessly to taka, we started talking about general hygiene. ha. i just washed my hair again okay! i think i qualify for hygienic. so ya. lol. GU NIANG. do you want another jacket for your birthday present? :P delia has two jackets too! which she switches around regularly. :D (pj)

delia ate the cone again. lol. and she got a tall one this time! good job delia! :D gu niang and i ate mc flurry, different flavours of course. i think the guy who made my mc flurry is dam thorough can? he blended for dam long and it was super nice cuz the green tea powder was all mixed into the ice cream. delicious. :D

then we started talking about random stuff and the two of them were like really tired. (or so they said) i agree though. i mean stress + walking around for like an hour isnt very relaxing. would it be better if i had agreed to watched the movie with them?

haha. im so sorry guys! i really wanted to watch too! but the movie is like 90 minutes (1 hr 30 minutes) and it starts at 3:35....... (okay im just making excuses. i wanted to watch but was feeling droll and listless. not to mention my stomach decided that it didnt want the beijing olympics to end and it started somersaulting indignantly)

then we parted ways at the taka basement cuz delia was going up to the taxi there to cross the road and take 190 O_O i never knew we could take 190 there. COOL! tadah. new thing learned. anywayys. WHATS SO WEIRD ABOUT HUGGING PEOPLE GOODBYE? D: oh well. i mean. you never know when everyone suddenly might turn into xinyuan like people and refuse to hug / have any human contact besides a handshake every now and then D: lol.

THANKS AGAIN guys GIRLS FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL DAY!

i'm so proud of myself that i haven't put my ankle up for adoption yet! (like i used to say early this year).

seems like last night when i decided to rearrange my usual safety sleeping pillow arrangement to something that i nap on.. (my arrangement for my pillows is different when i sleep and when i nap) the fengshui was BAD. so i sprained my ankle today while walking to the four seasons hotel with grace! haha. but it didnt really hurt yet though. so no pressure; no pressure.

yes. i see the shocked but not so shocked expression on your faces. im so sorry if i sound really serious in this post. but its hard to smile when your ankle aches. i'm fine. seriously.
im fine because i tell myself i must be

bye! im off to bath.
i seriously LOVE this early birthday present.

zomg. my mom is coming back today. yucks.
i feel depressed suddenly.
my world is crashing down upon me

haha. seems like all the rgs girls are really tired these few days. expected. nyaks. i mean history + orals + chinese PT (last week + last last week) + english PT + math "PT" is dam stressful la. and it's NOT relaxing anytime soon when we think about the upcoming month! exams are starting in oct! ZOMG. im going to flunk flunk flunk my exams. and i hear my mom telling me i must improve again. ._."

おねがい'-[xiiao] deathie

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