after hours of chatting online (or what feels like hours) *peeks at clock* okay it IS hours. erm. i realised that i just changed my mind again. marcus is REALLY weird, and really scary. (i think its like how SK find me D:) uhoh. it doesnt feel good. okay i shall try TRY try being nicer. just TRY.

it gives me goosebumps to find out that someone actually gives people rankings / points upon first meeting! ZOMG. nyaks. i mean. i've heard of ppl giving points for like ?/10 for a hot body / booty but not this. zomg. i've never even THOUGHT of this. ZOMG. i just realised that.. i have a list that is subconcious! it's called: The list of people i'm willing to do everything and anything for.. you're no longer no. 1 on my list

yay! im feeling emo but happy. :D its nice to know i'm starting to go towards a direction i want to go towards!

omg. im starting to feel self-pity. *SHAKES HEAD* my list has like: criteria that is countable on my fingers??!! and marcus has like enough to make me dizzy hearing about it.

okay. must start accepting that i am myself and that my criteria is like so much deeper than his.
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booyah!
okay. we chatted more. obviously. since its like 7:16 now. haha. . he is the most interesting character i've met since xinyuan. (im not saying that grace and delia aren't interesting, its just that my definition of interesting is - would like to put in glass box and examine. i bet delia and grace dont like being examined. if you want then i dont mind!) okay fine. CORRECTION DUE TO SOMETHING DELIA SAID : my definition of interesting is out of ordinary, the kind which you want to study and know more about, totally utterly unpredictable, and like ms rosemary lim said (the c4 lecturer) UNCORRALLED.

anyways, he was ranting on and on about numerology (okay, if you're reading this, i tend to exaggerate) and its pretty interesting. except it was on wikipedia. haha. OMG, i was calculating it for some people and its really funny. its like that stupid starsign thing going around, its quite accurate but also not quite. haha.

i realised he reminds me of wei ze. a smarter (just SLIGHTLY) and younger (by quite alot) version. HA. how interesting.

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LIDAN! it is amelia chew. lol why?


p.s. GUYS! YAY! CONGRATULATE ME, i have NOT studied ONE OUNCE OF HISTORY OR ENGLISH ORAL and i dont plan to! with beijing olympic's closing ceremony and stuff. haha. erm. anyways. i've finished chapter 3 (im slow D:) but im going through it. urgh. i cant wait for the day i actually complete a story and am satisfied with it. i really need a facilitator, or someone to oversee me.

and i'm breaking free'-[xiiao] deathie

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