bleargh. i think i can now be counted as bulimic.
not out of my own choice though

and GUESS WHO DROPPED FROM 48.7 to 46.6? HAHAHA. im so happy!
im aiming for 44 by next week so WISH ME LUCK :D
(this has nothing to do with the 1st paragraph)

anyways. so here's the explanation for the bulimia thing
i got a new soap and it smells TERRIBLE. and everyone knows how smell-dependent i am. so i was retching over and over again in the shower :O plus i have 4 bars of that soap to finish. YUCKS.

surprisingly though, after washing it off it is odourless. :O cool.

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haha. FINALLY monday im going to sch first then getting my acuvue contacts. FINALLY REALLY. plus im only left with ONE contact. not one pair but ONE CONTACT. :O and my current pair can only last me one month. so there.

urgh. im still slightly irritated by the fact that there isnt debate on monday cuz then i cant kill two birds with one stone and pass up my cap application along with going for debate. urgh.

watching survivor now. :D

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surprisingly hsm 3 wasnt that bad :O but yes i agree with yeqi that its very hsm-ish and slightly predictable. though i always refrain from trying to stop and think about a movie and therefore try and predict it because it just breaks the entertainment part.

and i agree with delia about the ending, calling the show itself a musical is a really horrible way to break the (?) 4th wall? (i forgot whether its the 4th wall, like the presentation in lit sem. I THINK ITS THE 4TH WALL)

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blogsurfed. urgh.

chill gu niang!
(i cant say that for myself though)

i really think its very weird. people like to go around pointing fingers and using idioms wrongly. but whatever. pot calling kettle black. i cant believe i had a nice dream about you :O
talk about backstabbing bitches. ha. im not the backstabbing one darling. face the truth. you are.

omg i have no idea who im bitching about now. its like revolving around multiple people im pissed at. seems like i enjoy making friends with some people of the same irritating character.

i shall vent my frustrations by modelling alot of evil characters around these irritating people :O

and really. some people always think that they're so correct and everyone bloody hell just wants to harm them and whatever not. im not out to challenge you rika. you need to understand that i have the right to do what you're doing too and i dont really want to turn this into a battle of whose better than who. same to you other ranty bitches.

okay. maybe im just getting overly emotional about what josie told me.

but i really thought we could be friends again. i guess not yet. stop turning this into a competition of obsessiveness. just because you have the nature of a copycat doesnt mean i have that too. in the end, you're paranoid about other people only because you treat the people around you like that too. you're afraid they'll do it back to you.

sometimes i dont tell you what im thinking or what i want to do because you always misunderstand it and think the worst and do something ultimately so drastic that makes me just very disappointed. see.

i really think you could have been more mature about it and considered the fact that maybe i didnt tell you the truth simply because you're a possesive bitch.

urgh. i seriously need a bitching session.

-- xiiao* deathie ♫

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