ah. the bubble bath has been absolutely marvelous! :D

haha. it was a good idea to run warm water + hot water to keep the heat going cuz now my body has heated up to such an extreme temperature that if i dont turn on the fan i will dieeeeee. so my nose has decided to stop running too :O i dont know whether it's because it's
a) blown up
b) nice and cosy (warm)
c) been tranquilized by the jasmine oil

urgh. my mom finished my nightqueen oil (they are all flowers) I LOVE NIGHTQUEEN OKAY. it's such a lovely musky scent :D DAMM. she used the last bit of it. so i ended up using her newly opened jasmine. bleh. and jasmine is such a weak smell it wore off in like 5 songs (15 mins). [yes that's how i calculate how long my baths are]

so there. now i feel sticky and oily. (HOW CAN YOU FEEL STICKY AND OILY AT THE SAME TIME I WONDER?)

bleh. we spent the last few hours discussing what clothes we would bring (aka tossing clothes at each other and screaming stuff like [ TRY THIS IT'S NICE AND THICK - my mom] [NO I DONT WANT TO. IT'S ITCHY AND UGLY - gloria] yeah. so there.

and now she wants me to think about what SHOES to wear. dammit. i dont want to think. i want to sleep! she has dumped like 7 mothball smelling thick wooly shirts on me (achoo! damn. my running nose has started running again) and she expects me to just wear them like that! dude. i'm 14. i'm at the age where i do NOT want to wear ugly clothes infront of my cousin because i'm sick and tired of people saying how pretty my other cousin is next to me blah blah blah and how dark i am compared to all those snowmans. URGHHHHHHH.

so there.

bleh. brb i'm going off to pick earrings to wear. i imagine my mom would have told me to not bring metal earrings cuz they're gonna freeze my earlobes off or something. :O haha. but she didnt. not yet at least. BLEH.

heh. now my mom is making funny faces and hinting that she wants to steal the last beef steak to grill and eat. haha.

bla bla. so yeah. anyways. i bought my skinny jeans already. but the shop that was selling them for 20 dollars for one changed the price! ZOMG. so i had to run around finding a shop that sold them at 20 dollars. finally i found a discount shop that sold 25" black skinnies with 30" white skinnies. HAHA I FELT SO HAPPY OKAY. guess why?

the shop keeper said i couldnt wear the 30" white skinnies when i inquired! HAHAHAHA. IM SO HAPPY OKAY. bleh. it's proof that i LOOK skinnierr. a year ago no one would have said that. bleh bleh bleh! IM SO HAPPY. haha. so yeah. i bought the 25". (I CONFESS. It's a tiny bit tight. cuz the shorts i wear are a 26)

bleh. then i couldnt find any other white skinnies that were below 25 bucks. until i found this tiny tailor shop that sold thm at 20, but they weren't new future jeans. but whatever la. i was abit mad at my mom for not giving me the money to buy. HELLO? SHE PROMISED TO GO AND BUY WITH ME. AND SHE DIDNT, SO SHOULDNT SHE AT LEAST COMPENSATE ME? HELLOOOOO?

oh yeah. heh. i really hope i'll turn into a writing spree during the holidays / the plane ride! i have really good inspiration! my 3rd inspiration will be called: Forever lasts for ____ (i havent decided whether it's a week or a month) haha. guess who inspired me? :D

basically it's about a girl who's very socially acceptable, smart, beautiful, and everything. Except she's very cold and stuff. She used to be socially incompetent (mental disorder) but very smart. and she had no friends, till she found somebody the total opposite of her, and they hated each other at first. then they became friends lah (i shan't tell you why and how yet) and vow: Friends forever! then the period of time during which they broke up. so this ties back into the future where something with the word forever pops up and riggs up the embedded plot :D i havent really decided yet. i dont know if it's good or whatever. but if i get inspiration to write it i will! :D

bleh. so yeah. and because the jeans weren't new future jeans (which by the way are SUPER stretchy :D) they were super unstretchy. haha. so i ended up buying a 28. bleh. the leg part was super loose lah. but the hip part was pratically squeezing my bones outta my body (for 26)

lol. YAY! i was coughcoughdownloadingcoughcough 2 albums just now at 9 and was hoping that they would be done by 3 (which is about time for us to set out for the airpot) cuz sometimes they take days okay! yay! they finished! haha. okay bye guys! cya. I REALLY WILL MISS YOU ALL. if you miss me and whatever not, just drop me a email. then i'll feel loved / the love. :D

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D

p.s. :O have i ever told you i'm scared of leaving to go overseas because i'm scared of terrorist attacks and accidents? yeah. i wrote my will already :D and a scheduled - GLORIA IS DEAD post. :D just in case.

-- xiiao* deathie ♫

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