It's 12: 58 am and i am TIRED.
drop dead, bone-achingly TIRED.

I honestly want to like die or something.
I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS I NEED TO DO URGH.

and my mom just went out.
(if you know what i mean)

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okay. so.. hmm.

YESTERDAY was technically the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.

unfortunately. i'd like to confess that i cried,


urgh. it's so heartbreaking you know.

i just feel so.. inept.

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okay. so my holiday plans are as follows (no order)

- cap portfolio
- debate files
- ha! shop
- go out for a whole day for inspiration with another writer :D
- Madagascar 2 (i THINK i'm booked)
- learn jap HEH
- read my non-ending book list
- watch:
-true tears
-ANTM
-CSI
-GG
-more heart breaking anime

-go josie's house
-and feel depressed cuz some irritating bitch is there
-dont worry josie, it's not you nor kim

-go out with erica [unfortunately i think i might need someone to accompany me]

-start posting all my fics in fanfic / fictionpress

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and so.. i have like 2 cap stories due on the 10th of nov. and they implicitly stated BEST stories.

urgh.
i think i'm screwed for cap.

on the other hand, im pretty proud of myself for convincing some people to apply with me (and also getting convinced by many people that i should continue like applying for cap lorh)

URGHHHHHHH. i am so freaking pissed at myself AND the cap teachers.
i mean like 2 best stories? BY 10 NOV? ARE YOU FREAKING CRAZY?

i havent even reached 8k words for darker truth and crystal photobook.
and they're my favourite inspirations to date.

and i dont think secrets counts as a story :( so there.

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i had another nightmare.
save me.

on the other hand, a recent influx of super cute guys from tv shows and animes have reduced me (sadly) to a whimpering fangirl.

yucks lol.

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tata. i need to gooo and fangirl over impossibly perfect members of the opposite sex :D

hopefully i dont drool :D

will blog soon.

p.s. from today onwards i must try and dedicate more time to blogging scheduled posts to cover my holiday :D i dont know what topics to write about though. any advice?

p.s.s. i know i never blogged about

1. farewell assembly
2. last day of school (aka yesterday) -- not really

-- xiiao* deathie ♫

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