surprise surprise.

wow. ANYWAYS.

urgh! debate notes are due tomorrow and i havent finished mine

okay lah. ihavent done ASEAN and I'm supposed to do it! plus jia ying wants us to bring our debate notebooks cuz she wants to rip them out.

seriously. now i have a serious case of OCD complex where i just want to RECOPY ALL of my debate notes on proper foolscap paper with NORMAL handwriting. not my current debate notebook minuscule handwriting (designed to make one debate fit into one A4 size paper)

and the aircon is freaking not working and i'm sweating. wow.

urghhhhhh. i shall force myself to just recopy the latest debates in MINUSCULE HANDWRITING. so there. shall overcome OCD complex.

i suddenly agree with alot of people about switching from blogger to LJ or wordpress for the simple reason of posting posts you dont want people to read. even more so for LJ where the post doesnt even appear :O cool.

urgh. do you think hypnotizing will work in correcting the way one's brain functions? I just confirmed that i flit around aimlessly alot. wow. suddenly i have adopted yeqi's POV on ahem ahem how ugly messer is and suddenly flack seems way more interesting :O oh no.

i think i should just stop watching CSI big time.
as well as heroes.
and all the anime.

oh.
and the fanfic.

dammit.

someone (AHEM YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) claims that i'm just suffering from insecurity and that my mind feels at peace when i conjure this fake image (aka fantasy) of someone. bleargh.

forget it.

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE go out with me and WRITE. or something? i can't concentrate. i need someone who can keep peace for 2 hours at least talking and writing and just brainstorming to make me fall in love with darker truth again. im on the verge of dumping crystal photobook and darker truth. urgh. got another idea.

lol. gu niang sends very long smses. :D

speaking of smses. i'm super pissed at somebody but nevermind about that. and if you're reading this now, it's probably not you. cuz the person is overseas. (OOPS! did i just say that? yes i did)

i want to sleep.

urgh. i'm suffering from sleep disorder. :O i sleep at 12 + everyday / 1 + and i wake up at 1. wow. and if i wake up earlier than 10 i am groggy for like half and hour. just sitting there and staring into blank space. marvelous.

okay i shall be productive and finish up my debate notes for tomorrow before recopying the old stuff.

-- xiiao* deathie ♫

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