I think i'm entitled to ONE emo post because of my new blogskin! :D

actually it's not very emo lah.

First things first, I'VE MOVED ON :D YAY! for those who are waggling their eyebrows, it's not LIKE THAT LAH. coughcough INSIDERS JOKE coughcough anyways yes! i've moved on from praying mantis! WHOOPEEE. (it's not the sch teacher praying mantis. bleh pyak)

Secondly, OBS was admittedly enriching but not in ways that it's supposed to be. Like.. I found out that im supremely scary simply because i found myself waking up and staring at the others sleep (VARIOUS TIMES :O isnt it spooky to keep waking up to find yourself sitting up, then lying down and falling asleep, and waking up AGAIN sitting up?)

Plus, if you heard my "what i learnt" speech which was dreadfully emo sounding, something about how I learnt that humans cant live alone and that we mostly fear because we fear loneliness! i think that applies only to me :O no explanations here.

thirdly. CAPZ AND DEBATEZ ZOMGZ. BLEHZ. i dont know what to do! i think my cap thing was dam sucky. please approach me for a reading if you're feeling kind/generous/want to criticize someone without being whacked.

yeah. okay. and DEBATEZ. OMGZ. everyone just keeps going around whirring in circles, they think its comforting but.. i appreciate your effort but it's not. i love you all guys but I seriously need sometime alone sometimes. dont worry, i wont suicide! im scared of pain rmb?

it's just so extra-terrestrially annoying cuz it's something i want so badly but i keep feeling like i dont have the ability to zheng qu what i want lorh :O

yes yes okay. end of the not-very-emo-emo-post.

tata. expect the obs post soon!

Labels: debate, emo, praying mantis