I don't wanna live my life without you...
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Monday, 9 February 2009 @ 9:27 pm
thumprints of pain #309 thumbprints of pain cue emo post. :D okay the smiley face isnt very fitting but whatever. friday: debate i guess you could say that its pretty expected that i ended up crying. but somehow or other i felt that it wasnt just because we lost this time. it wasnt regret, not really. it was disappointment and a hell lot of frustration. i do remember sentence after sentence, from a memory long ago. "it's my fault" or maybe it was "we lost again" but somehow or other the words never came out this time. yet the scars remained. i have thumbprints of pain and shadows of memories. i have cresent moon scars and a raw sandy voice. yet, in the end, they tell me it will be the mark of victory. i do hope so too. on another issue altogether. totally different issue i swear. i'm off the boat. both boats. sail away to happiness lanqiao :D for i wont be there. the tears will never fall for you again 3rd issue of the day. (haha yes i know i have alot of *cough* ISSUES) it seems like the shadow of my dear friend trails me everywhere. forget it. maybe the cloth was never cut out for me. maybe the shell never fit the soul. the end! :D so if you understood every single thing i said up there, it doesnt mean you're smart. it just means you THINK you're smart. yours forever xiiao deathie
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