Hahaha (okay thats contradictory to my title, but i just had to laugh about how serious the title is)

Anyways, I decided to post about stuff in general.

RMUN presentations was okay, I think I screwed it up ah well. The people seemed nice, many delegations weren't here. I really do hope RMUN is muchmuchmuch better this year. I really want an enthu fun and bonded council! (or else what's the point?)

I'm not saying last year's RMUN wasn't enjoyable, it just wasn't that kind of enjoyable ya know? Sigh.
And then I'm trying to organise council outing and the enthu minority are really the minority. (except 2 i think)

BAH. I REALLY CANNOT STAND IT. (not that i can do anything about it)
(if rmun is boring i really will die, esp since HRC is so much bigger than SC, at least SC  is small and cozy lol)

And then the interesting people don't have the ability to sustain lengthy conversations (for various reasons), with the exception of ONE conversation on ONE day. sighhhh.

I really must stop listening to taylor swift, she has this stupid mainstream ability to make me feel emo.

Sigh but since i told zenzen about it i realised its really true. (I HAVE TERRIBLE CAPITALIZATION AND PUNCTUATION) okay but really. I really am bored to bits. all the time. Sigh. And then plus what jiaqi asked me really makes me want to reevaluate the whole thing.

Then debate is okay.

My grades are worrying me.

SIGH.

Not very amused am i?